Narcissistic Parents – the most harmful type of parent

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(I’m reposting this article from last year, as it was edited and updated)

“Deb, we talk about your weight almost every day and you’re still not losing any. You are just not listening to us. Just remember, if you ever want a boyfriend or get married then lose the weight.”    OR

“Deb, I don’t have time to read your “1st Prize” essay right now, I’ll read it later, I’m busy with my knitting and then I have to make supper. Just go and read a book or something”.

Other cruel communications were endless during my childhood, getting to the point where the words went in one ear and out the other ear or I disassociated. 

Those words continue to sting until this very day, for I lived in a household with toxic parents, and I’m the unloved daughter of a narcissistic mother.  I blame her for the viciousness, lack of empathy and relentless criticisms. Growing up was hell, and she accomplished that.

This well-written article below is from Gerald Schoenewolf, Ph.D. onNarcissistic Parents from PsychCentral.com/Psychoanalysis Now (blog)

Over the years I have often been asked what is the most harmful thing a parent can do to a child. There are many harmful things a parent can do, too many to point out. It is easier to focus on the kind of parent that does the most harm.

The most harmful parents are the parents who have a narcissistic need to think of themselves as great parents. Because of this need, they are unable to look at their parenting in an objective way. And they are unable to hear their children’s complaints about their parenting.

Such parents indoctrinate their children from an early age to think of their parents in only the most positive ways. Any other kind of thinking is considered family treason. If any of their children develop behavioral problems, they see such problems as an accusation of their parenting. Their response is, “Why am I so unlucky as to have this bad seed?” Not for a moment do they ever consider that anything they did might have had an effect on their children.

One family with which I became acquainted had two daughters. The oldest daughter could do nothing wrong. The youngest daughter could do nothing right. Both parents lamented the troublesome nature of their youngest daughter. To both of them, she was a thorn in their sides and an embarrassment to the family.

As Mary (the name I’ll give to the youngest daughter) grew up, she was always being compared unfavorably to her older sister. “Why can’t you be more like your sister?” She was constantly being looked at in a negative way. If she told a joke, they laughed at her, not with her, and treated her as if she were stupid to say such a thing.

When she was a preteen, her father, who was a wealthy real estate tycoon, took her on a business trip with him. She was flattered to be brought along because he had always favored her older sister. He insisted they share the same hotel room, telling her they were family.

When she was taking a shower, he walked in and said she shouldn’t be shy around him because he was her father. That night he insisted she sleep in the queen-sized bed with him, and in the middle of the night, he began touching her and telling her it was all right because they were family.

When she mentioned this event to her mother, the mother treated the daughter as if she were just being a trouble-maker as usual. “Why would your father do something like that? He’s a powerful man. He could have any woman he wanted, but he has always been totally loyal to me. I want you to apologize for what you just said.” Mary had to repress this incident and she grew up to be a child who doubted her perceptions of things.

She remained attached to her father and continued to idealize him as the rest of the family did. But her idealization of her father, her mother, and her older sister kept her in a one-down position. Her relationships with men were a disaster as were her relationships with women friends.She distrusted everybody and would sooner or later find a reason to reject them (symbolically rejecting her family).

Remainder of the article @  PsychCentral.com

http://blogs.psychcentral.com/psychoanalysis-now/2015/04/the-most-harmful-kind-of-parent/#at_pco=tst-1.0&at_si=5593da74a6401c47&at_ab=per-2&at_pos=0&at_tot=2

Originally posted on my other blog: https://niume.com/pages/profile/?userID=25982

4 thoughts on “Narcissistic Parents – the most harmful type of parent

  1. Pieces of Bipolar says:

    This statement “Her relationships with men were a disaster as were her relationships with women friends. She distrusted everybody and would sooner or later find a reason to reject them” rings so true in my life. My father was always embarrassed by me. He’d lie about me to other people so that he could put me in a more ‘favourable’ light thus reflecting better on him. Sad to think about…

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    • cherished79 says:

      Dealing with narcissistic parents is a daunting task, and when you’re a child you don’t realize that they are the ones at fault, not you. That didn’t sink in until just a couple of years ago, and here I was living all of these years with guilt.

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    • cherished79 says:

      Just to note: I’m taking a break from blogging and mental health issues for awhile. I started writing children’s books, not for sales purposes, just for me and find it very soothing. You can still leave a comment or contact me via email: livinginstigma@mail.com
      Take care and keep me up to date. Hugs, Deb

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